I have good news. On Saturday I assisted my mentor, Melody Yazdani, at a wedding! I couldn’t have been more excited, more nervous, and more grateful. I loved it. I learned so much. Melody helped me approach the evening with practicality, skill, professionalism, and enthusiasm too. Before the shoot, we cleaned our equipment, checked out batteries, and talked about what equipment she and I would be using. She talked with me about where to stand, possible photo ideas, and dress code (we both wore black).
Because the bride and groom were surprising their friends with the wedding (it was a small and intimate event), we needed to be discreet with our arrival. I have to confess that I did have butterflies in my stomach as we circled their neighborhood waiting for all of their guests to arrive. Once it was time, we rang their bell and entered the house, with our cameras around our necks, carrying the rest of our equipment. Since the wedding was held at night and inside, we needed to work with the available light and use flash.
Here’s where I struggled. Months ago I purchased a speed light for my camera. When I worked with my SB-600, I sometimes found that I got good results and other times, my photos disappointed me. I have said time and time again that I dislike working with a flash, however, given the opportunity to start working as a photographer, I was willing to do whatever I needed to do. So, when Melody told me I needed to use flash, I said okay, “No problem.” Well, I adjusted my ISO, set the camera at aperture control and began photographing the bride, the groom, their guests, and their celebrant. However, when I viewed the photos, I couldn’t believe how discolored and overexposed they were. A disaster! I quickly told Melody that I was having trouble with my flash and she stayed on her toes and told me, “Just go without it.” So, I shot much of the wedding using a very high ISO and alternating with my on-camera flash.
Lesson learned. On Sunday, I pulled out my camera manual and read, read, read. I scanned my controls and tried out different options with my flash controls. I told myself, “I am going to shoot with flash until I get flash.” I want to be a photographer, and I really don’t think that there’s any getting around learning to use additional light sources (I rely entirely on natural light for my photos). So today when Annabelle, Levi and I attended Annabelle’s ballet class, I brought my camera and flash and got all sorts of trigger happy. On a side note, some of the other parents commented to me, “Wow, that looks like a real camera.” I smiled and said, “Well, it is a real camera.” I photographed one mother’s little girl and she approached me about doing family portraits for them. Of course, I accepted. Now I just need to convince my husband to have another daddy-kid date. For the wedding, he took the kids to a birthday party and said everyone had a fine time. I was just happy they survived, ;-)
Below are a few pictures I shot today, using my Nikon d90 and SB-600, at Annabelle’s class. Additional photos from our day may be viewed over at my flickr account.







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sweet photos!
i struggle w light and photos requiring flash, too. i almost bought a flash the other day {it was too expensive-i’d rather spend it on a covetted lens right now} and told myself i would just play with it until i got it, too… sigh. next present to myself. :)
{would have loved to see some of those wedding photos, tho… :)}
I will! Of course. I need to hand over my files to Melody and then spend some time doing some post processing. Then I’ll be sure to post a few and add them to my portfolio.
Oh, and I so here you on the “What to add next to the camera bag?” dilemma. I too want a new lens, but I also want to do things like build a respectable portfolio/website. I’m trying to figure out priorities right now.
Wow! I found your site while I was pregnant and my baby girl is 6 months…i’m going back through my list and adding to my google reader…BUT i was reading some of your posts and we are very similar. I am also reading and learning as much as I can and wanting to take my photog. to a prof. level one day. I would love to know how you got a mentor? I’d LOVE to do that…I’m so visual that my head seems to spin when i’m reading all these books…so need a hands on approach. thanks so much! and your pics are beautiful! :)
Jessica Reply:
February 24th, 2010 at 8:52 am
Renee, my mentor happens to be my best friend. She’s been a quasi-mentor over the past two or more years that we’ve known each other. So, I had a conversation with her to make it official. I also talked about how I’d like to start working to earn money because camera equipment is so expensive. She’s building quite a business right now and it was just a good time for her to bring someone else on.
Personally, I’d seek out a mentor whose work you admire and who you think will be a good teacher. I’ve found both in Melody.
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